With every piece of my soul (L/J) [ENG]

För de som vill veta kan jag nu säga att jag just satt mig för att skriva nästa kapitel. Jag har varit så dålig på att uppdatera, på hur länge som helst. Men nu är det på gång iallafall.

Om någon fortfarande läser, TACK så mycket! Ni vet inte hur mycket ni betyder! ♥

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Okej, här är det. Början har varit färdigskriven länge, men slutet blev jag ärligt talat inte jättenöjd med. Detta känns mest som ett tråkigt utfyllnadskapitel, för att kunna föra storyn framåt. Ska försöka skriva mer imorgon elelr om ett par dagar och då kommer det förmodligen hända lite mer intressanta grejer...

Tack till er som läser iallfall, för att ni hängt kvar under min långa frånvaro, och för att ni står ut med denna tråkiga utfyllnad som kommer ibland.

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Chapter 8


November was coming to an end. The temperature was getting colder and the school grounds lost their colours. The winter was approaching, and everyone could feel it.

Lily Evans was out walking the grounds. Besides wearing her robes, she wore a Gryffindor-scarf and wooly mittens covered her hands, but still the cold autumn air bit her face.

It was a Saturday morning so she didn’t have to hurry back to anything, and she decided to go and see Hagrid. It was a while since she’d seen him now.

As she walked downhill she saw the small cottage growing bigger and bigger. When she came closer, she could hear voices from inside.

She peeked through the window and saw three quarters of the Marauders sitting around the wooden table drinking tea. She really didn’t want to bother them, but she had to talk to Hagrid. He was sometimes the only one who could understand her. He was a very kind hearted man and he wouldn’t judge her like some of her other friends did.

That was just it. Mary had been very angry with her for what happened those months ago, and couldn’t understand how Lily could be so evil. Yes, that’s what she’d said. “Evil”. It wasn’t fair. Lily wasn’t evil. Voldemort and his likes were evil, not Lily. Because what she’d done couldn’t compare to everything Voldemort was up to. Mary didn’t even want to hang out with Lily anymore, which led to some problems for Alice who wanted to be with them both.

Alice didn’t understand either. She wouldn’t quit her friendship with Lily, but on the other hand Frank Longbottom had asked her out, so she didn’t have as much time to spare for her friends. Lily hoped she would come around sooner or later, though.

As Marlene was in Ravenclaw, Lily couldn’t see her as often as she would like to. And even though she wasn’t fully aware of what had happened between Lily and James, she spent some time now and then with Sirius, so for Lily, that too was a lost cause.

Lily knocked on the door, and she heard the heavy steps from her half giant friend approaching. “Oh, hey Lily. Would ya care for some tea? Come on in.” Before she even set her foot over the threshold, Remus, Peter and Sirius had risen from their chairs.

“We have to go, Hagrid. Thank you for the tea. We’ll see you around”, Sirius said, before turning towards the door. He didn’t even look at Lily, but just walked by her, acting as if she was air. Peter sent her a glare before following his friend.

Remus also just walked past her; not looking at
her, not saying anything. That felt like a knife to the heart. Remus had always been so kind to her.

Hagrid looked at her, feeling that something was wrong. He poured her a cup of the tea and sat down. “What’s wrong Lily? I can see it’s somethin’.” Lily didn’t answer directly. She didn’t really know how to start. Hagrid beat her to it. “Is it about James?”

Lily looked up from the cup she’d been staring down into. “How do you know about that?” she asked, shocked.

“I’ve had a few marauders for tea quite a lot this last month. They don’t know what to do with him.” Lily stared guiltily down at the cup again. Hagrid continued. “Says he barely even talks to ‘em anymore. He barely even talks to anyone.”

“I don’t know why I did it, Hagrid. I think it was just pent up frustration, I couldn’t control it. My actions scared me afterwards, when I had the time to contemplate them.

I’ve tried to apologise, but they won’t let me come near him. I don’t know what to do anymore.” Lily said.

“Don’ worry, Lily. I got an idea. Leave it all to me”, Hagrid said with a smile.


At the same time, three marauders lurked around the Hogwarts castle, trying to find their friend. They never knew where he disappeared to these days, and that sneak always managed to take their map as well as his cloak with him on his escapades, which made their job to find him a lot harder, if not impossible.

“When I find him I’ll personally…” Sirius growled. “Just because he is hurt doesn’t mean he can just go running off like that leaving all of us worried sick.”

“Don’t be so hard on him, Padfoot. It’s not like you would know how he feels anyway” Remus stated.

“No, because you’ve never got your heart broken. You’ve just broken quite a few yourself”, Peter added.

“You two are not very helpful”, Sirius muttered. “Any ideas on where he could have gone this time?”

“I tried to solve it. The astronomy tower would be too obvious, and we already know he isn’t in the Gryffindor tower. James isn’t someone who turns to food for comfort, so the kitchens are also excluded.” Remus said. “And if he’d been out flying we probably should have seen him when we were outside.”

“I can only come up with one other place”, Sirius said as they walked by a particularly ugly statue of a weird creature that seemed to be a mix between a pig and a unicorn. Peter made a face when he saw it.

“The Room of Requirement”, Remus said silently. “I bet he forgot he showed it to us last year when he found it.”

“Yes, me too. And that’s a reason why he could be hiding there. He thinks we don’t know about it and therefore won’t find him.” Sirius laughed.

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Det känns som att James har hamnat lite out of character just nu, men oroa er inte. Riktig James finns fortfarande kvar under allt det där och ni kommer definitivt att få se honom igen.

EDIT: Såg just att denna tråd har 164 unika visningar, men bara 64 inlägg. Alltså måste det vara sjukt många som läst men inte kommenterat? Om ni läser får ni gärna slänga iväg en liten kommentar, med vad som helst, bara så att jag vet att ni läser. Även de av er som läser på fanfiction.net får gärna kommentera här. Det skulle betyda så himlans mycket. Tack!

Har James fått tillbaka minnet, för annars skulle han inte vara så jätte sårad av det Lily sa väl? Blev lite förvirrad över den punkten C; Och om du skrivit det i nåt av kapitlen så har jag nog missat det x)

Aja, otroligt bra, verkligen! Kan knappt vänta till nästa kapitel ♥

Jaaaaa, ett kapitel! super awesome, verkligen!

Tänkte faktiskt ta upp det i detta kapitel, men det får bli nästa istället. Så snart får du veta varför. Sorry om det var otydligt och förvirrande.

Tack iallafall.



Tack så mycket!

Ska skriva lite nu.

äntligen! har väntat länge, men det var det värt! du skriver jättebra

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meeeeeeeeeeeeer!!! den är så bra!!
det är jättebra att du skriver på engelska för då kan kan jag utvekla mitt språk genom att läsa den! tack!!