With every piece of my soul (L/J) [ENG]

hippogriffen04 Tack så mycket!
Ginny.T Tack! Ska försöka få upp ett nytt kapitel så fort som möjligt. Har dock väldigt mycket i skolan just nu.

Tack för att ni som läser står ut, som sagt. Det betyder mycket.

Mitt face gick från "Omg yes, han vaknar igen! :'D" till "OH. MY. EFFING. ROWLING. This can't be good. " på typ två sekunder där <.< Shit! *otroligt nyfiken på hur detta ska gå :33*

Läste precis alla kapitel... Om inte ett till kommer upp snart. I think I'm going to die

MonsterCookie Ja, hur ska det gå? Det får du se nu. Tack för att du läser.

Jossan
Åh, alltid kul med nya läsare. Snälla, dö inte. Nytt kapitel kommer här.
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Chapter 7.

After a few days, James was released from the hospital wing. He still didn’t know the reason for his memory loss, but if Madam Pomfrey couldn’t find out, no one would and he had to accept that.
The clock had just passed seven and he walked back to the Gryffindor common room alone. He knew Sirius had detention with Slughorn for putting a Filibuster firework in a second year Slytherin’s pumpkin juice at breakfast. Remus and Peter were probably studying for the charms-test next day, which James had been excused from. James didn’t mind being alone though.

When he reached the portrait of the fat lady he realised he didn’t know the password, as the old one; Grindylow was not right. He picked up his t
wo-way mirror from his pocket and called for Sirius. “Oi, Padfoot!”, he said to the mirror. Soon he saw a grey eye end some dark locks that belonged to his best friend. “I can’t really talk right now. Slughorn will be here any minute now.”, Sirius whispered. “Padfoot, just tell me the new password.”, James said. “Oh, I forgot. It’s Thestral. See you later.”, Sirius said before he “hung up”.

James said the password and walked through the portrait hole. Inside the cosy common room, many faces turned to him. Some of them smiled, others were just curious. He spotted Remus and Peter, just like he expected, studying in the other side of the room. He walked over to them, but was stopped a few times by students who told him it was good to see him again.

His friends seemed totally oblivious to the fact that he was back. He stopped a few feet from their table. “Hi Moony. Wormtail.” James said and his friends looked up at him. “James! Great to see you are back.” Remus rose from his chair and gave James a man-hug.

James sunk down in one of the empty chairs around the table. “So, what’s going on?”, he asked. “Something I missed while I was gone?”
“Nothing special.”, Remus said simply. “Lily asked about you a few times though. She wanted to make sure you were okay”, Peter winked.
“Is Lily in here? What does she look like? I don’t even remember her appearance”, James mumbled. Remus nodded towards the other side of the room, to a round table where three girls sat. One of them had brown, straight, shoulder-length hair. The other had light brown curls and a round face. The third one was a red-hed and was the most beautiful creature James had ever seen.

“Which one?”, James asked then. Please, let it be the red-head.
“The red-head”, Remus whispered. James couldn’t stop staring at the petite with the silky red hair. “Merlins beard”, he muttered.
“What?”, Remus asked. James didn’t look away from Lily to answer him. “She looks like an angel. How could I ever forget a face like that?”, he said. “Do you guys think I should ask her out?”

Remus coughed before demanding that James looked at him. “I don’t think that is a very good idea, Prongs.”

James was confused. “Why on earth not?”, he exclaimed.

Remus expression was serious now. “Well. You have asked her out every day since our third year, and she never said yes. Last time you did it she snapped at you and said many, not very friendly, things. She hurt you James. And I speak for all the marauders when I say that we don’t want to see you as a shell again.”
James gaped. “Oh.”, he said. “It seems I’ve forgotten that too.”

“We think that is the reason you forgot all about her. You were hurt and depressed and when you brain or heart saw a chance to forget about the misery, it did.”

“Nevertheless, I should talk to her. I want her to know that I am thankful she cared for me the night I was cursed. She probably didn’t even do it for me, but for being a person who cares. I bet it’s her good nature. “, James said.

“That couldn’t be so bad, I think. Perhaps you should.”, Remus answered. In that same moment, Sirius Black entered the room through the portrait hole. He approached them with quick steps.

“What’s up guys?”, he asked, while also giving James a man-hug.

“James just realised who Lily is. Still think she looks like an angel.”, Peter said when Sirius sat down on the last empty chair. “I told him it was a bad idea to ask her out, but he was just going over to thank her for caring about him.”, Remus explained.

“That’s a good idea! Go Prongs.”, Sirius laughed while pushing his stubborn curls out of his face.
James rose from the chair and started to walk over to the girl’s table. He walked slowly, but determined. He stopped at the table, feeling quite nervous. It was unlike him to feel that way around Lily, but of course, he didn’t remember that. “Uhm, Lily?”, he asked uncertainly. She turned to face him, and he saw a pair of lovely green eyes. He felt like he was drowning in them. “I just wanted to...” James couldn’t finish the sentence, as Lily interrupted him. She jumped up from her chair. She looked furious. “Do you have a serious mental problem, or what?”, she screamed. James took a few steps back when Lily pulled out her wand, afraid of what she could do to him.

She glared daggers at him. “I have told you one million times that I won’t go out with you.” Finally James understood what Lily was angry about. She thought he was asking her out. “I didn’t...”, but again, James was interrupted. His friends had joined him now. They stood behind him, prepared to cast as many protection-charms as needed.

“I thought I made that particularly clear last month. How persistent can a person be?”, she shouted. “I WOULD RATHER JOIN VOLDEMORT AND HIS STUPID GANG BEFORE AGREEING TO GO OUT WITH YOU, AND THAT WOULD NEVER EVEN HAPPEN AS I WOULD WILLINGLY DIE BEFORE DOING SO!”

People were staring at the group. They had never seen Lily Evans this mad, ever. They didn’t think she had it in her. James didn’t remember what it was like the last time Lily turned him down, but anyone who remembered knew this was ten times worse.

After her statement, James broke. Completely. His face turned blank, the life escaped from his eyes. He gritted his teeth. “The only thing I wanted to say was thank you for caring for me the other night when I was cursed. But obviously you are just so full of yourself to expect otherwise.” His voice was indifferent, emptied of all emotion. James turned around and walked away.

Sirius sent Lily a death-glare, before turning himself and following his friend. Soon, the whole group of marauders were out of the common room.

For months after that, James didn’t even look at Lily. She had tried to apologise for her mistake many times during those months, but his friends wouldn’t let her come near him, and he didn’t answer any of her letters. She understood, though. If she had been in his shoes, she wouldn’t talk to her.
She never gave up trying though, and finally she understood just how persistent a person can be.

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OMFG. This is so awesome! :'D Stackars James! *dör*

hippogriffen04
Tack så mycket.

MonsterCookie
Åh tack.
Säger samma sak till dig dock, dö inte. Jag vill ju ha mina läsare kvar.

Ska försöka få upp ett nytt kapitel så snart som möjligt, men har väldigt mycket att göra i skolan just nu och har begränsad tid över till annat. Men jag ska göra mitt bästa. Tack för att ni läser och står ut med min sega uppdatering. ♥

så fort man har läst de nya kapitlet vill man ha ett till! you have a gift!!

Du är grymt duktig! keep it up!

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