If you Give me a Chance - 1D/Cimorelli fanfic (Eng)

"Who is Niall?"

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Chapter 47

Harry’s POV

Niall comes into the room and plops down at the couch. I look up at him, but he doesn’t say anything.
“Did the girls come?” I ask him, and he nods.
Louis comes into the room. “Niall, it’s your turn”.
Niall nods shortly, before going into the booth.

I look at Louis. “We have to do something”, I say to him, and he nods while still looking at Niall, who have started to sing.
“He’s just worried about Amy”, Zayn says, lights a cigarette and takes a deep inhale of the nicotine.
“I though we said no smoking inside, right Zayn?” Liam asks him, and Zayn sighs.
“I’m worried too, you know. I need it”.

Louis shakes his head. “Does Kath even know you smoke?” He asks.
Zayn shrugs. “She probably do, she reads the papers, right?”
I shake my head at him disapprovingly. Keeping things like this from Kath is so typical Zayn, and I’m worried that that’s going to be a problem for him.
“By the way”, Liam says, looking at Zayn. “Are you really okay with Katherine not wanting to kiss you?”
Zayn shrugs and avoids our gazes. “It’s not really like she doesn’t want to kiss me, right? What are you going to do? I mean, she’s special. I maybe don’t agree with everything she believes in, but that doesn’t mean I stop loving her”.
Liam nods thoughtfully. “But I mean, you have said yourself that you won’t get married for a long time after what happened after… you know… And you won’t kiss her until then. How do you feel about that?”
Zayn shakes his head. “I hate the thought. But I don’t hate her, so I guess I’ll live through it? And Katherine is alright with cheek-kisses, and in some ways cheek-kisses are much more cute than real kisses.” He smirks a bit.
I smile at him. “Good choice man, Kath is special. Don’t let her go”.

Niall suddenly stops singing, and we all look up at him. He digs in his pockets, and finds his phone. He looks at the ID, and we can all see that his face goes completely pale.
“Oh shit”, Zayn mutters as he looks at Niall’s worried features. “It’s about Amy”.
He takes out the cigarette from his mouth and coughs a bit.

“Oh, it’s so about Amy”, I agree when Niall answers the call.
His voice is as clear as it would be if he was standing in the room with us, due the microphone in the booth.
“Hello? Lauren?”
We boys glance at each other, as Niall continues.
“Are you serious? She is?!”

A big smile spreads across his face, and we all grin at the sight of him.
I don’t think he has smile properly since the accident.
“Alright, I’ll be there. Of course. Yeah, see you”.
And he hangs up and runs out to us. “Amy’s awake!”

We all cheer and hug him, and he can’t stop smiling like a crazy fool.
No, hang on. I crazy love struck fool.
“We have to go there”, I say, and the others agree.
We get into a cab and in ten minutes we are at the hospital. We get inside, and take the elevator up to floor two.

When I step out from the elevator, I see Lisa standing in the corridor. She is rubbing her arms, and impatiently paces around in the corridor. She suddenly looks up and meets my gaze. I run up to her and put my arms around her waist. With ease, I spin her around, making her laugh. Oh, that laugh though… I could listen to it for hours!

“Amy’s awake”, I whisper into her ear, and she smiles at me.

But it’s a fake smile. I can see it. I can see it the way only the people who know you can.
“What’s wrong?” I ask her, and she looks at me, petrified.
“Whatever you do, don’t let Niall go near her, okay?”

I stare at her. “He’s her boyfriend. She wants to see him. She loves him”, I say and she takes a deep breath.
“None of you boys can go inside”, she says.
“Why?”

I hear Niall say something behind me, right at the door. Lisa’s face goes pale, and she pulls out form our embrace and runs up to him, but it’s too late.
Niall opens the door and walks in with a big smile on his face. Lisa and I run up to the doorway to see what’s happening.

Niall gives away some kind of happy scream or something, before running up to Amy’s bed.
“No! Niall, don’t!”
Lisa’s scream is too late. Amy at first looks surprised, and her eyes widen when Niall places his lips on hers.
It takes about two seconds before Niall stumble away, his hand on his red cheek.
Amy still has her hand up, and in her eyes a fire is burning.

“What are you doing?!” Amy asks and her whole face is full of disgust.
Niall looks at her, confused. “But…” He starts to say, but Katherine and Lauren takes his arms and drags him out of the room.
“Do you usually go around and kiss complete strangers?!” Amy yells after him when he’s drag through the door. “You are gross!”

Lisa turns to me again, her eyes full of stress and tiredness. “Amy doesn’t remember anything from before the tour”.

Oh my God.
This can’t be true.

I stare at her, and she blinks away the tears in her eyes.
“Nothing?” I’m able to spit out with my suddenly numb lips.
Lisa shakes her head and looks at me seriously. “Nothing”.

I glance at Amy again. Dani and Christina try to calm her down, but she’s really pissed of.

“So she doesn’t remember us either?” Zayn asks seriously. I didn’t even hear him coming. Lisa shakes her head to him, answering his question.
“You guys should wait outside, we’ll come soon”.

I wrap my arms around her and plant a kiss on her forehead.
“You shouldn’t have called us”, I mumble into her hair.
“Lauren called before we even figured it out”, Lisa answers.

We walk out to the corridor, where Niall is sitting with his back at the wall, sobbing into his hands. Katherine and Lauren are trying to comfort him, but he can’t stop crying.
If you have never seen Niall cry before, I’m going to tell you this:

It
Freaking
Hurts.

Just seeing him so heartbroken makes me want to go up and comfort him, but I don’t know what I’m supposed to say.

I’m sorry your girlfriend doesn’t remember you?

I don’t think they sell that sort of cards at the supermarket, sadly.

So we all stand there quietly, not knowing what to say.
Soon, Doctor Jones comes into view. She looks down at Niall with her hands in her pockets and sighs.
“Niall?”
He looks up at her, but doesn’t say anything.
Jones continues, with the same calm voice she always has.
“If you would like, I can get you someone you can talk to or-“
“I’m not crazy”.

Jones goes quiet for a moment. “No, of course you’re not”.
Niall shakes his head. “I don’t need help, Amy does. She needs to get back her memory”.

My brain wonders, almost unofficial, how Niall knows that Amy has lost her memory.
Did the girls tell him?

Jones sits down next to Niall. “There is nothing we can do to her with help from a scalpel. This is something that just may go away with time, and time is everything we can give to her right now.”

The tears are rolling down Niall’s cheeks, but he doesn’t wipe them away.
“Time?” He whispers to Jones. He keeps his eyes fixed on hers; taking in every word she says like his life depends on it.

Jones nods. “Time”.

Niall take deep breath. “I talked to her. Every day I was here, I talked to her.”

Of course, I didn’t know that. Why does it feel like Niall doesn’t talk to us anymore? Okay, I guess I get why. But he needs us. He shouldn’t push us away like this.

No-one dares to say anything. Everybody in the corridor is listening to Niall’s words. He is shaking now, but he still talks. He doesn’t stop, he spits out the words like he’s afraid to stop.
“I begged her to come back to me, to wake up. I cried by her side for weeks, praying that she would hear me”.

Doctor Jones takes his hand and squeezes it lightly.
“Time”, Niall says again, and Jones nods. Then Niall opens his mouth again and whispers:
“I owe her that much”.



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Chapter 48

Amy’s POV

Lisa comes into the room again, followed by four quite good-looking boys. None of them is the guy who kissed me, so I immediately relax a bit. No-one says anything about him; they just ignore me when I ask who he is. I mean, I should know, shouldn’t I?
And this head-ache I’m getting, it’s so annoying! And of course the blurry memories, like I can’t remember how I got into the car-accident, even though the doctor said I would by now.

“Hi Amy!” Lisa says, over-joy in her voice.
I raise my eyebrow and shake my head at her.
“Just drop the façade, will you?”
Lisa’s smile turns into a grimace. The guys look at her nervously, and one of them goes up to her and takes her hand. He is quite tall, and has curly, brow hair, white t-shirt and black skinny-jeans. He’s very good-looking, if you wondered.

“Relax babe, alright?” He says to Lisa with a quite raspy, slow and low voice, but I can still hear him clearly. He got a British accent, and it feels like I recognise him from somewhere, but I can’t figure from where.
“Fine”, Lisa mumbles to the guy, and turns to me again. “Amy, I want you to meet some… uh… Friends of ours”.
I nod and she continues.
”This is Harry”, she says and motions at the boy besides her. Then she turns to the others. “This is Liam, Louis and Zayn”.
I smile at them. “Nice to meet you”, I say, trying to sound as casual as I can.

The guy with dark-brown hair and a leather-jacket (Zayn was it?) looks down at his shoes and mutters something under his breath. The guy next to him, Louis, hits him lightly in the back of his head.
“Shut it”, Louis whispers, but loud enough for me to hear, even though I don’t think I was meant to.

I look at Lisa again, ignoring the boys. “And the guy who… Um… kissed me?” I ask her, and she looks down at the ground, suddenly very interested in her feet.
Suddenly I remember what Dani said before. I put two and two together, and realise something. “Niall, is that his name?”
Lisa nods slowly, and glances at me. “Yeah, that’s Niall”.
I look at her. “Where is he?”
Liam coughs a bit and I turn my head to him. He rubs his neck with his hands. “I think he went home”, He mumbles, and I nod.
“Great”, I say loud and clear, and everyone in the room stares at me with almost scared looks on their faces.
“Amy…” Lisa says warningly, but I ignore her.
“I don’t want him here”, I state simply.

******

Amy’s POV

There is a knock on the door, and I open my eyes slightly, waking up from my short slumber.
“Come in”, I say, and the door opens.
Lauren comes in to the room and smiles at me.
“Hi Ames, you texted me?” She says, and I nod.
“Are you guys going home soon?” I ask her, and she nods.
“Yup, some of us will come back tomorrow, though”.
I nod, and then motion her to sit down at my bed. She does as she’s told, and looks at me.
“What did the Doctor say?”
I sigh. “She said that the bleeding in my brain caused the memory-loss. She doesn’t know how long it will take to get back my memory, if that ever happens, but she is quite positive about it at least”.
Lauren smiles. “That’s good”.
I shrug and tuck in a string of hair behind my ear. “That depends on how you see it”, I mumble and look down at my hands. “I need you to tell me something”, I then explain, and Lauren nods again.
“Anything”.
My gaze lands on my hands, and I realise that they’re shaking. I take a deep breath and look up at Lauren again.
“The guy who kissed me… Niall…”
Lauren bites her lip. “Um, yeah?” She says, sounding alarmed.
“Is he my boyfriend?” I blur out before I can chicken out. Lauren stares at me and I continue. “Because I feel like he reacted like I was his girlfriend, and if this is true, I have another question…. How the heck did I get involved with Niall freaking Horan?!”

Yup, I figured out who the guys were. And I freaked out when I did.

Lauren looks at me, her face showing everything between shock and pity. Then she nods slowly.
“Yes, you have been dating for over four months”.
I inhale deeply and fiddle with one of the tube that is connected to my arm.

“I need you to tell me everything about him”, I say, and Lauren looks down at her hands. Then she shakes her head slowly.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea”, she mumbles, but I look at her seriously.
“Lauren”, I say to her warningly, and she gives in, surprisingly fast.

“Fine”; she mutters and sighs deeply. “He’s in a world-wide boyband with his four best mates, the other four guys you met. I see you know about them, One Direction. We all went on a tour with them to be their opening-band, and four of them fell for some of us”.
I raise my eyebrow. “Did you…?”
Lauren shakes her head. “God no”, she pretends to shiver and then smirks. “Well Harry fell, face first, for Lisa. They were the first couple. Soon, we all understood that Liam had a thing for Christina, but she kindly said no since she got Nick. Then Niall and you got together, and right before we went home for Christmas Katherine and Zayn bonded over their mutual love for poetry”.

I raise my eyebrow again. “Who knew that was what made Kath find someone”, I say sarcastically, and Lauren smiles.
“Yeah, right”.
Then she looks at me, quite confused. “You seem quite cool with this”, she mumbles, looking at me confused, and I shake my head.
“Well, I’m not cool with guys kissing me randomly, but I’m not mad or anything. He didn’t know my memory sucks”.
I knock on my head and roll my eyes, pulling my best lunatic-expression. Lauren laughs a little.
“Thank god you still have your sense of humour”, she jokes, and I nod, agreeing.
I try to get serious again.
“Okay, Lauren, I need you to do something for me”.
She looks at me, alarmed once again. “What is it?”
“I need you to get me something from my room”, I say, and Lauren nods, looking revealed about my choice of task for her.


Lauren’s POV

I walk slowly through the corridor, and stop in front of Amy’s, Christina’s and Kath’s room.
This is a stupid idea.
Stupid, risky and a really dumb idea. I thought Amy was smart?! Well, this isn’t smart. If I get caught, I can’t even imagine how hard it’ll be to explain to my sisters.
Okay, I may exaggerate. But, whatever.

I look around so no one sees me, and then walk inside the room.
I quickly glance around the room, and then walk up to the bunk-bed. I climb into the top-bunk and look under the pillow.
Nothing.
I groan in frustration. Amy said it would be under her pillow!
Then I look under the blanket and then under the mattress.
“Bingo”, I mumble and take out a note-book from inside the mattress.
With a quick glance at it, I state happily that it’s the right book.
On the cover it says with a neat cursive:

Amy Cimorelli – journal

When I climb down the latter to the bunk-bed again, I resist the desire to read the journal before going back to the hospital.
I can’t do that, Amy trusts me!
Instead I start to walk to the door, but am stopped by Christina, who just walked in.
“What are you doing here?” She asks me, looking both confused and angry, and I feel myself blush a bit.
Quickly I hide the journal behind my back. “Nothing, what about you?”
Christina gives me a look. “This is my room”, she then points out, slowly.
“I was just getting some things for Amy”, I say.
It’s not like it’s a lie. It’s actually true; I am getting stuff for her.
I quickly walk past Christina and exhale when I get out from the room.
Then I look down at the book in my hand and smile. I made it.

Insert happy-dance here, thank you.

I’m just about to go to my own room again, when the door behind me opens up, fast. I get hit on my butt so I jump ahead a couple of steps.
“Hey!” I yell at Christina, who stands at the door, phone in one hand, looking terrified.
“I’m sorry, but it’s an emergency!”
I stare at her. “What’ve happened? Is Amy alright?”
She nods, but looks at me almost petrified.
“It’s Niall, he’s leaving”.


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