Clarity (Frozen) [ENG]

Såå hej! Det här är min första engelska fanfiction och det var längesen jag skrev en fanfiction. Shippen som jag skriver om är Helsa (Hans och Elsa) och fanfictionen är skriven på Engelska. Jag har gjort om början lite för att det ska passa med mitt koncept. Annars har jag försökt följa allt så bra som möjligt, enjoy! Kapitlen är skriva ur Elsas och Hans synvinkel om vart annat

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Chapter 1 - Hans - Insanity

“What have I done?” I almost screamed for myself as I sat in one of the dark, narrow prison cells in the castle of Arendelle. It was cold, really cold and all I had was a small bed to sit on. I started to regret everything I did, trying to kill Elsa and making her sister Anna freeze completely to ice, but she would have froze anyway because a kiss from me wouldn’t help. I looked around, noticing that some frost was still trying to hold on to the wall due to the cold temperature in the prison. I heard some keys rattle in the lock to my cell and one of the guards opened the door. “Prince Hans of the southern isles, due to a request of her majesty we will release you.” The guard said as another guard came in and unlocked my handcuffs, I raised an eyebrow and stood up, why would they release me? I was almost trying to kill the queen and now they suddenly release me?

“May I ask why I am being released?” I asked them, trying to sound as polite as possible, but instead I sounded more nervous and confused. “The queen just ordered us to release you, sir.” The guard said as they pushed me out of the cell and led me down the corridor to the door that led to the main room of the castle. “The queen wants to have a talk with you before you leave” He said as he led me through the main room and down a long corridor to a room with only a chair and an unlightened fireplace. Why did Elsa want to talk with me? I thought she and Anna hated me after what I did. “You may wait here until the queen arrives” he said with a determined tone and pushed me down in the chair. “The queen will arrive at any minute” He said, again with that angry, determined look and tone before he walked out of the room and locked the door behind him.

I looked around in the room, a candle was lit in the corner on a small table I didn’t notice before I got into the room. A small bed, an empty bookshelf and a red rug with golden dots covered the floor. I noticed that the room had many golden details and the fireplace was probably made totally out of gold. I walked around in the room, inspecting every detail as this was probably my last minutes in the castle of Arendelle.

I sat down on the bed, hearing footsteps outside the door of the guards guarding the corridors outside. Then, I heard lighter, quicker footsteps and that sweet voice of Elsa echoing in the corridor. I stood up, dusted of my coat as the bed was almost covered in dust and a few seconds later the door got unlocked. I heard the guards caring voice as he spoke to her, asking her if he was going to stay around. But, to my surprise she told him to empty the whole corridor. I raised an eyebrow, why would she want the whole corridor to be ungarded in my company? Has she gone mad? I laughed lightly at my own thoughts and stood ready. The doorknob slowly rotaded and the door opened with a grinding noice as she walked in. She looked beautiful, her blonde hair in a messy braid faling over her shoulder, she was wearing her usual makeup and she wore her usual royal outfit. But someting had changed with her expression, she always use to look happy and cheerful. As long as I have been in the prison at least, but now I couldn’t really see what expression she had. She looked worried, but also sad and afraid. I smiled lightly “Her majesty” I just said in a kind tone as I kneeled in front of her and tilted my head downwards. She looked worried and didn't care about my kneeling and as she closed the door she said in a weird, slightly afraid tone “Hans, we need to talk.”

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Chapter 2 - Elsa - Remedy

I saw him, standing in my old room from when I was just a little kid. The room I lived in before Anna came to the world. The room was covered in dust, but the things that I wanted to say was things that I wanted to keep in a room I barely even visit. He stood up and he looked at me, I nodded against the chair and the bed and he sat down on the chair as I walked around him. He was so handsome, his big hands, his lightly gingerish hair, his clothes.. everything about him was perfect. He looked down into the floor, probably waiting for some sort of punishment. Then, when I got in front of him, he raised his head and his green eyes met my frost blue eyes.

“I don’t blame you for being angry, I deserve it.” He said, his voice was darker than before and he looked like he was about to cry. I looked at him, Was he really sorry? Was this, so called “Cold hearted” man apologizing for almost killing me and my sister? I just looked at him, I was about to say something but he kept talking. “I’m so sorry, you know.” There, he said it. I know that I am supposed to be angry, to probably slap him and shout at him like a normal person would. But this stroke my heart, but I played angry, just to see how he would react. I turned around and I ran my hands through my braid, looking around in the room before I turned around and shouted “You tried to kill me, you tried to kill my sister, do you think that just an apology is enough?” I almost got scared of myself, why am I screaming? Why am I hurting him even more? I walked to the window and looked out, waiting for him to say something more. I heard him standing up as he walked up behind me, I saw his sad face in the reflection of the window, those green eyes were about to cry in any second now.

“Elsa.. Please..” He grabbed my braid that was now hanging free on my back, his caring fingertips looked at it as he continued talking. “Forgive me.” He whispered, standing closer now as I turned around. “Hans..” I began but it was hard to say the words, those three little words and it’s even harder to say them to a man that almost killed you. “Don’t you see?” I whispered, a tear rolling down my cheek as he looked into my eyes “I can’t..”

His face, the usually happy eyes were now sad and shiny. “Elsa, I think I love you” he whispered. I got shocked, I liked him, but how could he just say that in this situation? I almost got mad at him, I turned around and looked at the dark night as I heard him sitting down on the chair again. I stood by the window for minutes, but it felt like hours, then I heard him walking up behind me again. He put his hand on my waist and his other hand slowly turned me around. I looked into his eyes, he looked into mine and slowly that angry feeling just disappeared. I blushed and looked down, but he removed his hand from my waist and put his fingers under my chin to make me look up again. Then, without further warning, he wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me closer.

“Elsa, I will have to leave in just a few days, if you want anything from me.. you will have to ask for it right now” He whispered, I didn’t answer, instead I moved closer to him, hearing his heartbeat and his nervous breath. “Hans, all I want is to be loved” I whispered, I looked over his shoulder to see if the door was locked, luckily it was. Then I saw him moving his lips closer to mine, then it all went fast. I felt his lips against mine and his hands pulling me closer than ever, it was the most amazing feeling ever. Then, he let go of me and he turned around “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that” he whispered and I could hear that he was about to cry. “Hans.. It’s okay.” I walked up behind him and looked at him. “No Elsa, it’s not. I’m a murderer.” He almost shouted but I calmed him down and I led him to the bed and I sat down with him.

“Hans, I love you.. As long as we keep it secret nobody will have to know” I was about to cry as I put my hand on his lap, he grabbed my hand and he looked into my eyes. “Fine..” He whispered as he rested his head against my shoulder, I patted his head with my hand as I looked at the clock on the wall. “It’s late, you can stay here for the night.” I whispered and stood up. “Just dust off the bed and I’ll talk to the guards.” I giggled as I headed to the door. “Elsa, are you sure?” I opened the door and turned around “Goodnight, Hans.” I whispered and walked out into the empty dark corridor.

Chapter 3 - Elsa - The next morning

I woke up by some hard knocks on my door, my hair in a whole mess, as I thought it was Hans I just answered “Come in..” but when the door opened I realised, it was Anna.

“Elsa, what have you done?!” she shouted at me, her fists clenched together and her face red of angryness “Why did you let Hans out?” she continued. I got up, surprised and confused. How could she know? “Anna..” I felt tears burning behind my eyelids, I just stood there in my lightblue nightgown. “He’s changed somehow” I whispered, sitting down on the bed, realising what I have done. I’m in love with a danger for Arendelle. “Elsa.. I’m just afraid for you. What if he’ll break your heart like he broke mine?” She whispered, sitting down on the bed next to me with her arm around me like when we were small.

“You don’t understand, he has changed. I just know it, besides, you’ve got Kristoff now” I smile at her, knowing that the thought of Kristoff will calm her down. “Well.. Don’t come and cry on my shoulders if he breaks your heart.” She mumbled, I knew that she said so just to protect me so I just hugged her. “I promise that he has changed Anna, how did you get to know about it by the way?” She just giggled as she winked at me “Well.. Let’s say that you shouldn’t kiss by an open window” she giggled more as I sighed, of course, everyone could see us from the window.

“Well.. Anna, if you excuse me I have to get dressed and wake Hans up” I laughed lightly as I got up, I hugged her tightly. I was happy that she understood me and my feelings. “Elsa.. Good luck.” she whispered before she got out of the room. I sighed as I opened my wardrobe, I decided to go for a more everyday like outfit with a long purple dress with bare shoulders. I put up my hair in my coronation hairdo and then I head out into the long corridors, walking for minutes before I met him in the stairs to the top floor. “Oh my..” I he whispered as he handed me an apple, probably from the garden behind the castle. “Elsa, you look stunning” he continued as I looked down on my dress, it was my others old dress that she wore the day I was born. “Thank you” I said in a kind tone as I smiled, taking a bite from the fresh apple. Then I remembered what I had thought when I talked with Anna, that this man that I loved was a danger to Arendelle, my smile faded as he looked into my eyes.

Then, I felt the tears burning again, like small fires inside my eyes. I had to hold onto the railing to not faint as the thoughts ran through my head. How will I be able to convince the people in Arendelle that Hans isn’t dangerous? How can I trust him? I looked into his eyes, then I just dropped the apple in my hand and started running up the stairs to my room, tears running over my face as I just wanted to shut out the world again. I heard him running after me, but I couldn’t stop. I ran into my room and before I completely got the door shut he opened it, hugging me from behind.

Then, I felt something warm coming out of his hands. Like his hands were unusually warm. I turned around, his eyes panicked as I held his hands. He released his hands from my grip as I saw that he didn’t wear gloves. “Hans.. What is it?” I totally forgot my problems as he backed up, then, I saw something that shocked me and that almost made me pass out.

Fire was flaming out of the palms of his hands.



(Förlåt för att jag gjorde två Elsa kapitel på rad men fick bästa iden som var bäst i Elsas synvinkel.)

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SÅ BRA ÄLSKAR ♥333

Chapter 4 - Hans - Frost Killing Hour

I panicked, remembering that I forgot my gloves in my room. I looked into her eyes as I tried to stop the flames. “Elsa.. I’m sorry” I whispered as I put my hands against the stone wall. I saw that she backed off, her hands holding onto the window sill, frost appearing all over it. “I thought that you would never have to know, I’ve never known what I am capable off” I whispered again, her eyes wide open of fear. I walked up to her, my hand softly on her cheek, my hand started to get warm again and I removed it. “Hans..” her hand grabbed mine and in that moment my hand got chilled down and I felt that hers warmed up.
“We’re twin souls” I whispered, looking into her frightened blue eyes, it was almost like I could drown in her perfect blue eyes. “I know, my dad told me when I was younger that I had a fire twin soul.. But I never thought it was you” she said, I felt her calming down as she sat down on the bed in her room. I noticed that some frost still covered the walls, I sat down next to her and I smiled. “This is why my brothers shut me out, I was different” I smiled and I wrapped my arm around her, loving the cold of her skin that cooled my hands. Then her body froze, I looked at her as I raised an eyebrow “Elsa?” she just looked at me, as she stood up. “You know what this means right?” she said panicked, I just looked confused at her “People will sooner or later find out that I’m together with you, and since you’re having fire powers they will think I’m dangerous again” she almost shouted.

I just stared at her, she looked so beautiful when she was angry, you could see that she was leading a whole country with her bare hands. “Elsa darling..” I stood up and I nodded at the gloves she was wearing, then I took her hands and smirked lightly “Conceal, don’t feel” I continued as I kissed her forehead. She smiled, I opened my hand and I showed her a few flames out of my palms, it made her giggle like a small child. “Hans.. I love you” she whispered and she hugged me tightly, I put my hand on her back and I laughed lightly “I love you too Elsa”. She lifted her head and she met my lips with hers, her cold, frosty lips against my almost burning lips. The combination was perfect and unique, I loved this girl, I was crazy about her, she was perfect for me.

We stopped kissing, she held her arms around my neck as we just stood there, staring into each others eyes. Her neat body in my big hands, our souls perfectly together. Because what goes better together than warm fire and cold, frosty ice? Nothing.

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Chapter 5 - Elsa - Once upon a dream

Later that afternoon I was in my room, getting my thin winter coat out of my wardrobe as I was going out to see my ice castle. I put it on as Hans walked into the room, he saw me and raised his eyebrow “And where are you going?” He chuckled lightly as I was wearing a winter coat during summer. “It would be safest if you didn’t know” I said with a straight face, the castle brought back so many bad memories and I was just going there to see if it was safe. He knew how hard it was to change my mind so he just nodded slightly “Okay, but you have to get back by midnight or else I’ll come out for you” He kissed my cheek and smiled at me before going out of the room.

Hans was so overprotective, I could go anywhere inside the castle but whenever I walk outside he gets worried. I sighed as I fixed my hair, put on my shoes and then I walked out of the castle as fast as I could. A guard gave me my horse as I got out and I sat up on it quickly, hoping that not too many would see me. Then I went to the castle, quickly but as silent as possible to not draw too much attention. Of course, people commented me as I rode past them, whispering things and pointing at me and it was okay, because the queen is usually not out this late by herself.

I got to the castle, seeing the big ice building in front of me as it changed colour to a purple colour do to my nervous feelings. As my feet landed to the ground I felt soft snow, this was the only place in Arendelle where snow was laying all year around. I walked up slowly to the castle, my body starting to shake as I walked up the stairs. I heard strange noises coming from the castle but I thought it was just my mind scaring me. I opened the doors, the noises becoming louder, was it really my mind playing with me? The castle looked just as usual, it was cold and some frost was holding onto the walls. As I walked up the long stairs the noise almost got too strong to believe it was my mind tricking me. Was there someone in the castle?

As I got to the top floor with the crashed lamp I saw where the noise came from, I opened the door to see a tall man, surrounded by black dust. His skin was pale and he had short black hair, a long black gown and he was holding a big ball of glass. “Hello?” I shouted from the other end of the room, not daring to walk closer as the man turned around. His face was painted with evil and his eyes were glowing in a golden yellow colour.

“Oh, Her Majesty, I’ve been expecting you” he smiled at me, walking, almost floating closer to me as I just stood there. What is a stranger doing in my castle? And how could he know who I am? “Who are you?” I whispered with a frightened tone, feeling my hands loading up power for an ice attack at any moment. “I forgot to present myself, my name is Pitch Black. I’m sorry for crashing into this castle but this building is amazingly built” He floated around me, inspecting every part of my body as I looked at him. “I built it myself sir.” I said to him, sounding really angry now. How could he have heart to just step into my castle?

“Oh, it’s beautiful. Let me tell you why I’m here” He inspected the crashed lamp as he talked, his fingers moving over the delicate ice pieces. “I’ve been inspecting you for years, Queen Elsa. I’ve been scaring you with nightmares about how you’re killing your nearest and dearest with your uncontrollable powers. I’ve been watching you cry as the powers has almost killed yourself a hundred times.” He took a break to let me melt it, has this man been inspecting me for all of these years with ice powers? Without me noticing it? “I’ve been around you because I never believed that you could stand it, I thought that you sooner or later would commit suicide because you never actually met your sister or your parents before your parents died” I was about to start to cry, what was he trying to do? What have he done to me?

“Then, just a few days before their death you had to sit on the throne. Getting more and more depressed, and as you ran away no one ever believed in you, except me. The thought of being hated depressed you more and more, and I wanted to torture you to death by that time but I couldn’t. Because a queen dying in a castle of ice is probably the worst way a queen can die huh?” He looked into my eyes, I was now standing against the wall, the castles colour turning into a light red as my fears grew stronger.

“Let me tell you something.” He looked at me as he smiled, his voice getting calmer “I’ve only been around you to torture you, to almost ruin your life for guilty pleasure. Because I’m an expert at peoples fears, and yours is that no one ever will believe in you.” I was looking at my feet as he put his cold fingers under my chin and pushed my head up lightly. “But I believe in you, Elsa. I believe that you can grow strong.” He whispered as he smiled calmly. “The reason why I was staying here was just to tell you this, and because I like you, I like your energy and the way you work things out.” He turned around as he talked, walking out on the balcony and I was walking after him. “Now, Elsa. Make me a favour and don’t screw things up. Or else I’ll come back” he turned around and grabbed my hands as he kissed my cheek, shivers spread over my back as he kissed my cheek. “What if we could run this kingdom together Elsa? Just you, me and Prince Hans? You two ruling the kingdom and me by your side” He whispered. What did this man want from me? Why would he want to run the kingdom?

I turned around, starting to walk towards the doors as I talked “No, Pitch. My kingdom is my kingdom” I shouted, getting slightly angry. But then I heard him mumble something and a big wall of black dust appeared in front of me, blowing towards me. I walked backwards until I felt his cold, scary arms around me. “Then I’m afraid I’ll have to keep you here. Miss Elsa” He laughed with a scary laugh as I was stuck in his strong arms. What can I do? How can I get out of here? I started breathing quickly as he laughed more, I got so enchanted of his story that he thought that he could ask me that question, probably thinking I would agree on it. I really hoped Hans would come and rescue me, why did I even go here? I started crying and kicking all around me with no results.

I was trapped in my own kingdom.

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